I haven’t played hard (by my standards) in a long time both when bottoming for the few who Top/Dom me as well as in my self-suspension. Over the last few months, I’ve been craving rougher play again and I’ve been enjoying it in tiny doses which have been good for me. This past weekend I had the opportunity to really just let my brain shit off and enjoy my ropes. I came home with lots of deep bruises, a wonderful sense of calm, and happiness. Thanks to the crew of Impact of Memphis for giving me the space to play!